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I know im not perfect. No where near perfect.
I dont have a good body, or a perfect personality.
Im not made of money, most of the time im usually broke because i waste it on shit.
I have depression and the occasional suicidal thought.
But if your not at least a little but depressed these days, then you seriously have something wrong with you.
I can remember the last time i woke up and was completely happy with my life.
I have never been able to walk down the road and look around and be truly happy with the world.
I've done alot of wrong things in my life. But saying that ive done alot of right things as well. Some people may not agree. I know who i wanna be. And what i wanna do with my life. But right now, i think i'd do anythin do run away, from everything. But it doesnt matter where i go. My feelings will still be with me. If i could just get rid of them, well the bad ones anyway. My life would be great. Not perfect, but great.
Ive learnt to expect the lowest of people i thought the highest of. That way im not disappointed by anyone when they let me down.
They should expect the lowest from me as well, just so i dont let them down.
In the past month and a bit ive felt more than i have in my entire life. In a way it is a good thing, but right now its killing me. But one day i will be stronger and i will learn from everything ive been through.
I now know not to open my heart up too early, but whats the point of being in love if your not willing to risk it all right? right.
I've had my heart broken, but who hasn't.
But i've learnt from it. And i've let go. Because you can't find the right person if you're still holding on to the wrong one.
I'm 18, i don't know what i wanna do with my life. And chances are im going to make a million mistakes before i know what i really want.

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